Actually I already decided to not like or fall in love with someone because from what I see, loving someone that might somehow change their feelings for someone else. Like ,it is not worth at all. I had seen enough how other people relationship whether it is a couple or a married couple. They weren't loyal to each other and don't know how to work things out together. If you're in love with someone , you would do anything for them, accept good nor bad about them.
BUT, these days I felt like I want to be loved . UGGHHHH those stupid dramas makes my heart butterflies . I hate this kinda feeling when I had crush on someone who will never see me OMG!!!! Am I weird ? 😅 I actually want to make a formal kind of blog but it turned the other way. I been listening song by Olivia Rodrigo. Her voice is so beautiful.
Back to the story, well I have been doing stupid stuff during this pandemic that isn't really important which makes me pissed off. I am planning doing some video about myself . MAYBE. Just planning . I always planning things but never do it in proper way. I have been learning in making a perfect video and also drawing but I sucks at it but I'm trying really hard. I am trying to do a lot of things that I really bad at. I takes lot of photos during this time while I can. So I can remember that at least my life is worth it.
I will update a photo soon.
